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The truth is that my entire life is a lie. I feel empty inside most times. Instead of going to the university courses I got a scholarship for, I drink all day. I love my mother but I distance myself from her because I feel guilt around her. I lie to my therapist over the phone that I’m sick and not drunk. And then I hurt myself and wear sweaters to hide the itchy scabs. The truth is I want to stop taking my medication and let myself feel worse so I can have the courage to end it all.

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