Youll always be the one who got away. Ill always be willing to become a better man and drop everything if you want to give me a chance. Ill always value your friendship. of all my best friends, you were the only one who tried to help me when I started crying for help instead of abandoning me for being mentally ill. Ill always help you.

But… Im not gonna starve myself of human affection while I wait for you to finally find me worthy. Im lonely as f***. Im gonna get attention. You can still feel free to do business with me if you want, it wont change anything. Ill still be willing to never see you again or give you a chance whehter you do or not. I wont narc on you if you decide you want in. Ill even lie to cover for you. This is all assuming I dont f****** die, but thats like a 5% chance, so im pretty sure I’ll be fine.