My mother moved me away from my family when I was younger, It wasn’t long before she raped me. I lost my virginity to my own mother when I was around eleven-twelve. the r*** just continued, if I refused, i’d be beaten, She used to rent me out to creeps who’d spend the night r***** me with their hands around my mouth. it lasted until I was around 16 but by then i’d been ruined by several men and my mother r***** me for several years. I know child p*** exists of me, I’ve seen it, I was forced to. but the thing I hate the most… I’ve developed a fetish for r***… in that its me being raped. I secretly want to be raped again… I guess the years of my adolesence to teenage years being raped damn near daily turned me into a w****.