I never had a big mirror at my parents home when i was little.I imagined how i looked like,i liked what i saw on the the glass doors of stores or windows when i would pass on the way to school or home but as i was growing up and with the invention and upgrade of smart phones.Selfies would look great with some particular angles while in group pictures or a single pic clicked by someone else of me would look hideous.For a long time i thought that the one who took the photo didn’t click it right but its just that i want to see something else of me that i imagined and i hated what i actually look.Now that am 26 i know what i look like.Its really not about self love because we as a human we always think about ourselves first but the insecurities are the things thats stuck within us atleast its for me.I cannot like something thats not likable.I don’t like what i see from head to toe.My hair,my skin,my face,the way my body is.Because there are people who are born and growing perfectly.Its umfair to have so many flaws and to hate ig.I dont want to but it is true.I love myself but what i see in me is ugly.
