“whenever i told you that you both should just put me up for adoption, you always told me that if you and him already had a difficult time raising me, then other people wouldn’t even want to do it.

thinking back to it, i guess you’re right, with how fucked the system is, and how we live in a 3rd world country, i would’ve ended up in an even more fucked situation, maybe dead

but seeing the small percentage of people who ended up with loving families.

i would’ve taken my chances, despite the risks.

i don’t think you realize how much i’ve come to despise you, i’d rather be dead than be stuck with you”