How could the damage be that bad? Did you kill or r*** someone? If not, it can’t be so bad that you need to kill yourself.
Conduct experiments on ʀᴀᴘɪsᴛs and ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ᴀʙᴜsᴇʀs!
I’m an older bi guy. I like to dress in women’s lingerie and put on makeup. I just love how it feels and how I look like such a s*** when I do this.