i cannot f****** wait until i die. i want to carve into my body and bleed out onto the floor and cause so much destruction. every day i get a bit closer to just. f****** snapping and getting on with it. none of my pills are working to keep me sane and i am just spiralling deeper and deeper. i havent even lived to 2 decades yet and ive already decided its a life i dont want to live. <3
sincerely dear
