Oh I learned alot this last month. Unfortunately, I learned it a little too late. That’s ok. I deserve it anyways honestly. Im ready to die. But im gonna squeeze as much joy out of this last couple weeks as I can. You couldve intervened you know. You couldve said something. Anything. You didnt have to watch me lose my mind and throw away my entire life. Then make a monkey out of me and get me to actually have a breakthrough the day before I realised my life was over. I hope you’re happy with yourself. I hope you feel better than me. I hope you’re laughing your pretty little head off. F*** you. If you gave me a f****** crumb of support, I wouldve been fine.