You were my only hope. It was all a lie. I was trying so hard. And she’d still rather be with that fat smug f***** because of his stupid f****** career. Meanwhile I got catfished by a minor. Ugh. No friends. No girl. No job. No skills. No future. No hope. Just a pretty face who’s ugly on the inside and who will never amount to nothing. Thanks for making me believe I was worthh a damn, stranger. I’ll keep you out of it when I off myself. It would just make me look even more creepy and pathetic than I already do. I can’t face her again. I can’t face anyone. Not after I fucked up this bad. Even if it’s only a fine. I’ll never live this down. Everyone knows what a freak I am now. Everyone.