Weird text from Mara. Told me that her mother is banning her from seeing me for the two weeks I have to do my mother’s caregiver work on a live in basis with Mara’s mother Joyce at my mother’s house. The weirdest part is that her mother was group copies in that text so am worried and nervous for Mara as well as myself. Plus I have been having some low level resentment towards my mother because while I do not blame her for my pathetic behavior with some of her caregivers, I have a low level of resentment that according to things Mara said that Joyce said, Joyce apprently strongly blames my mother for me not being raised in a way that would have taught me not to disrespect myself and women like I have.