If you want to paint me as the villain, thats fine, but you’re not prepared for how much of a villain I can be when my conscience and heart are out of the way, when I feel like I’m justified in my evil. You take my softness as weakness, without realising that my softness is a choice. I will show you how remorseless and suicidally reckless I can really be. You have been caught off guard by good I am capable of becoming quickly when I am motivated. What do you think happens when I am single mindedly motivated to be evil? When there is only 1 thing that keeps me alive and that thing is betraying me yet again, what did you expect to happen? For me to chicken out and come back to my senses? That only works when I can be left alone. You ruined that. Youre making this my problem, so Im making it yours now.