Ima lay it out for you t. I got abandonment issues. You have thrown me under the bus before. I really want to be positive and be nice to you. And now you’re gonna reject me and throw me under the bus again to save yourself. The difference between this time and last time is that last time I had friends. Last time I had hobbies. Last time I had hope. Last time I wasn’t vulnerable. In an attempt to win back your heart and prove to you that I am not full s***, I made myself more vulnerable than I have ever made myself in my life. The psychotic rage induced by abandonment only grows exponentially alongside how vulnerable I feel. You made me feel like a s***** assault/grooming victim, so if you abandon me to save yourself this time, not only am I gonna kill your boyfriend, but in gonna get me a handful of your p**** one way or the other. You chose this road, I’m just walking down it. It coulda been all sunshine, rainbows, video games, piss, cunilingus, foot rubs, and gluten free desserts, but instead you’re about to become the main character in a horror movie, the lone surviver who gets traumatized for life. You m********* to my videos and get me in legal trouble? You better even the score a little or I’m gonna take him out like the final boss and make you were never born. The wheels are in motion. Sacrifice or suffer. Tribute or trauma. I’m gonna come at him like he’s my abuser , even though you’re my abuser. You wanna stapk me, objective me, then run a legal con on me? I’m gonna show you how dangerous I really am when I have nothing to lose. If you checkmate me, you lose too. I’ll toss the board in your face and make you cry.