I’ve been in love with a guy I briefly worked with for almost two years now. It’s been a while since I saw him, my last memory of him is him giving me a “goodbye for good” hug. I can’t get over him no matter how hard I try. I stalk his and his family’s socials almost every day. The worst part? I have a boyfriend whom I love dearly, but I’m aware things have been getting worse lately. I’m an obsessive stalker cheater a****** that can’t get over herself. I need help but I can’t admit my feelings to my bf, let alone a therapist