Im sorry I’ve been so emotional this week and I reacted so childishly to what happened. I think it’s kind of petty that your boyfriend is gonna nail me for trying to give him money, but it makes me feel better about my self worth because he seems to be intimidated by me and coming from someone who’s so talented and accomplished, that’s actually flattering. You’re not responsible for his actions, or mine. I’m sorry I tried to put everything on you. I hope that by letting this entire thing go peacefully, by taking the high road, that you can see that I am committed to being a better man. I keep f****** up, but I will never give up. Ive already come so far. I refuse to give up now. ive had a taste of happiness. Now I want to devour it. Im letting go. Please show me you care. In real life. Not online.