Im comforted when i roast you because i know im slowly conditioning you with negatuve reinforcement too either come clean, be transparent and honest, and be treated like a human being, take this abuse forever until you break, or f*** off forever. If youre waiting fir me to have a conscience or a heart before yoi come out of the shadows, youre gonna be waiting forever. Youre my psychological chewtoy, if nothing else. I get off on how mucj smarter than you and jow much more control i habe ober this situation than you do, amd the only thing stopping you from achieving your dreams is your pathetic inability to swallow your pride or forgive people. Stop showing up for the abusr if you dont like it. If you vamt stop, thats not my problem. The entire poimt is to stress you out so bad you cant function and have a psychotic break if i domt get what i want. I know i have yiu corneres amd ill show no mercy. I always win in the end, or at the very least i make sure my opponent cant win. I cant control myaelf either but youll break first. And if i have to break you to free myself from my own compulsions, so be it. I wamted us to be happy together, but if only one of us can survive with our sanity intact, its gonna be me. Ill absorb your life energy the violent way. Sorry not sorry. Shoulda just let me win. Im a graceful winner amd am insufferable loser. Better tgan you. You cant win gracefully. This all ends if yiu talk to me. You can end this at anytime, yiu just refuse. Im doing nothimg wring. You are. I dont want to be evil, yiure making me. Cj