I have no one to tell this to as i feel so guilty and selfish of myself.
I have this boyfriend for almost 4 years this year. Everything is going great , he is the ideal type of guy every girl should settle down with. He’s no trouble at all. THE PERFECT BOYFRIEND for me. He changed my life, he made me comfortable being with him, gave me a shelter,food and everything i need to be a better person with a better life. Hes the ken doll to me ! everything i want he will provide me. But ive been feeling like there is no spark between us because we trust each other so much and there is no small arguments or wtv heat between us. Which is good right?
So heres the story begin,recently I started working somewhere near my ex boyfriend(lets name him max) we brokeup like 7 years ago? And we occasionally text each other without my boyfriend (lets name him Alex) knowing. So i decided to text max to meet me after work.
So we did, and i lied to alex that i have reached home from work but instead i was at the beach with max. Max and i our was platonic but alex didnt like that i was still in contact with my ex so we keep our interactions a secret. Days goes by and i met max for almost everyday after work and our rs was platonic until one night we had ton at the beach. We both started talking about our rs 7 yrs ago and if i would go back to him if i was single. I said yes.
– min .( come back for pt 2)
