And you know what you said to me? “If you crawled through barbed wire for me, I’d piss on you directly.” Well I didnt crawl through barbed wire for you, instead, i chased off every toxic friend I had, and almost killed myself 4 f****** times. I started going to therapy, I got on medication, i started meditation, i started f****** praying, I started practicing spirituality, I had 3 seperate mental breakdowns and so many close calls where I almost fell back into old habits. I did everything in my power to overcome my own toxic nature, and you f****** sit there and want to try to make me feel bad when I tell you to go f*** yourself because you wont be honest with me? F*** you.