You asked me if I was okay and if anything is wrong and I told you I am fine. You playfully said I had to promise I was really okay or I’d be lying to you. I don’t want to lie, but I’m tired of telling you how I feel only to have nothing change. I’m not even mad at you. I just feel so tired and sad. What more can I say to make you understand how I feel? It feels like my only option is to just get used to it, to harden my heart to it. You would rather take care of this other woman than to take my concerns about her seriously. What am I supposed to do about that? I wish you’d tell her to f*** off.
