5 years
x
165 Views

(TW: SA, Abuse mention) I was s******* assaulted by my step father and hes still in my house, I see him consistently. I didn’t tell my mom because it would have been a hassle and a small part of me thought that she wouldn’t believe me even though she definitely would. Its just they’ve been together since I was born and she put up with all his s***. Hes incredibly abusive and I’m certain I’ll be messed up forever because of him but because I didn’t realise this until I was older I still feel like I love him as family. I want him gone but I also don’t if that makes sense? Maybe soon I’ll get the courage to tell my mom but I’m the kind of person that will do whatever is easiest. Its always been my plan to go no contact as soon as I’m moved out and financially stable but he deserves justice and the darkest pits of hell for what hes done to me and my family. I’m just afraid of the domino effect that will happen when I tell someone. I just wanted to get this out.

New Confession

Related Confessions

My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.