You are evil, useless, garbage. Same goes for your new “love”. You need to grow up and stop acting like this. It’s pitiful. You are a grandfather acting so foolish. Your children are embarrassed and ashamed of you. You think you’re happy but we both know that it’s an act and you are dying on the inside. You claim your grandkids are your world, yet you completely devastated your entire family by your actions and you know damn good and well from previous times, you are not in love, it’s called limerance. Look it up. With you, as always, it comes down to s**. That filth you took up with is not a good person by any means and it’s just awful to see how she has you acting, making a total fool of yourself. I’m truly sad for you. Whether you think so or not, some people do see that if you would pull your head out of your a** and stop being such a total d***, you could be a decent man. But instead you are letting some disgusting filth of a tramp lead you around by your junk. If you love your kids and grandkids as much as you claim to, you wouldn’t be acting so stupid and trying so hard to push this so called relationship off on everyone. It is even affecting your job. You spend all of the day either on the phone, texting the w****, or on social media and not doing your job properly. People are talking and not in a good way. I know you say you don’t care what anyone thinks but that also is not true. You care very much. You are going to eventually end up so isolated, you won’t have actual holidays and gatherings with your true family. True family meaning that a dirty w**** and her kids, they are not your family. One day you are going to wake up and realize how badly you’ve screwed up this time. Why don’t you just stop it before you dig an even deeper hole than you already have. I say this with nothing but concern and caring, as someone who knows you deeply in and out and once loved you more than anything. I know you are so far gone right now that you don’t think so but it’s true.