I hate everyone. I'll never understand what was so bad about me that people had such bad intentions for me all my life, I'll never understand why people

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I hate everyone. I’ll never understand what was so bad about me that people had such bad intentions for me all my life, I’ll never understand why people hung around for years for the sole purpose of sabotaging my plans and ruining my dreams, and I’ll never understand why I’m supposed to believe that this is somehow all my fault. Why are people so fucked up? So selfish? I like to believe that karma got them all back, but I know it didn’t, and they are most likely living better lives and still are happier in general than I am. I have built a fortress of defense around myself that is impenetrable now, and I am not taking in anymore new people. Any friendships or associations will be light and non-committal, I really don’t care about anybody’s personal problems or issues, and I am not going to help anyone with them, as it just opens me up to be taken advantage of time and time again. I lived a horrible life when I was young and in the past decade I’ve really gone out of my way to get rid of the bad people and just focus on myself, my happiness, and what I will need in order to survive the rest of my days. In turn for that people I knew upwards of 20 years almost tried to take advantage of me with people in my immediate circle who I also thought were trusted friends, people I tried to help and support blamed me for all their problems in life and are still crying about me now even after removing myself for several years already, along with the general indifference from the rest of my alleged “friends”. I can’t take it anymore, and I never wanted it to be this way. Hope you’re all proud of yourselves and living your best lives, ya f*****’ losers.

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