How can I keep doing this? I’m only alive for these kids. My life feels like a train wreck. My husband barely even notices that I’m alive. My bio mom is awful and we haven’t spoken in years. My dad always acts like it’s an inconvenience when I call and I only see them 2 times a year. Everything is always my fault. I’m trying so hard. I have a good job. I’m doing the best I can I this mom thing. But God how I wish someone in this world cared about me. That someone in this world would put effort into me. I’m sorry I’m so awful. Guess he was right when he said I would only ever be good for s**. 💔 Should have just let him kill me. I am not strong enough for this.
God what did I do to deserve this?