Yellow Roses, I know you are the jealous type. You only like the attention centered on you due to being a little narcissistic. Just want you to know, the roses were given as a sign of appreciation for you and your talent. I was cool with you until they co-branded you with the baseball scum bag, it really pissed me off that they brought your brand down a notch to help a man unworthy of you because there are so few LatinX women on your level. I was trying to look out for you and your health, but you are a grown a** woman who can make her own decisions. Although I have dreamed of you, never have been interested in you romantically, just wanted to know you. You have had too many lovers for my taste, and it proves that a woman of your caliber is never satisfied with whomever her partner is which is why you have a new partner every two years. You go from one bad egg (s** addict) to going back to an ex (alcoholic,) and all addictions come in two, thinking your love is some kind of cure but you are not Jesus. You are not responsible for changing someones toxic habits but you can be a distraction for them from their own healing. I think you are in need healing in different aspects of your romantic life or with your father, it is obvious that the same lessons recycle on repeat in your love life. Not a judgement, just an observation…but I wish you true love. Not love that uses your spotlight or bed, until it no longer benefits them or their career goals. Song Dedication: Candle In The Wind, Elton John
