I got molested by female best friend when I was 10 and I stayed friends with her afterwards because I had no idea what had happen, but my parents and my grandparents did. I begged them to let me play with her again, and they finally agreed because we started sneaking out. But we were always under adult supervision after that. You know what happened after that? She was the one who gave me the pee fetish because she taught me it was normal to pee in front of each other. We peed in a kiddy pool in front of each other, and she sparked my o******* fetish to boot. I dont ever use that girl as an excuse for anything. I honestly hope shes doing ok. But dont act like Im not a s***** abuse survivor myself. I have always been taken advantage of by girls because of my mental illness. Every single time. And you are the worst. By miles. You are worst than my molester. She was actually a dope friend. Im not even mad. I know what happened was wrong but she was just a trouble kid and to be honest I was into it, i didnt need much coaxing. But I still had no idea what the f*** was going on. You think I dont understand you, but I do, thats why I can see right through you right now. Ive been dirt. Get your s*** together fuckhead.