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I woulda let it all go. But after calling you out on all your b******* and lies, after grabbing you by the shoulder, showing you everything, and telling you not to try to b******* me, you still tried to b******* me. Why do I want to let you keep abusing me? Huh? Thats not love. You dont love me. See my fathers a narcissist, but he loves me, so theres a lot of s*** he wont do to me. You on the other hand? You treat me like I’m disposeable. You want me to think that I’m useless and crazy and psychotic and abusive and worthless and a sad virgin mamas boy because you knew the second I figured out the truth you would lose all your power. Ill say it again. You were never in any danger. I played you like a fiddle. ALL I EVER WANTED TO DO, I just wanted to love you you stupid f****** b****. You have done nothing but drive me further and further away from you with your actions, even though youve been obsessed with me for years. I want that intense passionate obsessive love I know we’re capable of, and you keep promising me that I can have it and then pulling the rug out from me. You want a man who will bow down to you. I want a partner in crime. Goodbye… You are the arbiter of your fate. You just refuse to let your guard down, and as a result, you have literally psychologically abused me and thrown both of our lives into dissaray. I give you the benefit of the doubt, and you still treat me like im an idiot and try to keep me under your thumb. It wont work. The rules of the game have changed. You’re alone now. I’m done. If you want me, then prove it you stupid b****. All you’ve proven is that you don’t want to lose me, but that’s not the same thing as wanting me. You view me as object. NArcissists people really hate when you start treating them the way they treat you. And theyll make you think youre crazy and evil and overreacting and worthless. But this little dance is over. I am protecting my psychic energy now if you couldnt tell. The link is broken. Your spell is broken. Your illusions have faded. I see you for what you are, and I still want you. I guess that makes me even stupider than you are. You aren’t worthy. You aren’t ready. but I am. Im worthy. Im ready. F*** you. Go get your a** blown out by your f****** ugly troll boyfriend while youre pretending its me you sick f***. I would be more than happy to f*** your a** but noooo, you cant give me what I want because youre afraid im just trying to use you or get back at you or that Im gonna abandon you. I wont. I want to f****** be with you for the rest of my life. Youre just so sick that you’re literally going to destroy my mental health if I dont set some boundaries.

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