If you have loved me truly you would have tried to keep me close without pushing away.
Who are you kidding with? Do you have any idea how many times you broke me apart but still I kept on pushing myself because somehow my soul couldn’t leave you though I knew I didn’t deserve the pain. The thoughts just don’t come they originate from actions and in this episode of us words and actions were highly contradictory. I forgive you trusting you were never here and we have never communicated in any parallel world. The real world is true and it showed me from the very beginning to till date I chased you always and I am extremely sorry for that as I was always before and for this I simply hate the word sorry cause its valueless and it stands both ways. I never thought I will be writing this but the fact is I am convinced it’s all illusions. You never loved me in real, never needed me close it was all momentary virtual pleasures as it usually happens in virtual world.