I swear to God i hate my life. I wish i could die. I don’t know why life has to be so f****** painful and so full of disappointments. seems like everything i try and do backfires on me so what’s the f****** point of doing anything???I wish i could stop breathing in my sleep. I can’t breathe and i have this bad f****** cough for almost a year now which im unable to get rid of. The doctors said my chest xrays are norma and healthy. I just don’t understand why i have to suffer every damn day of my life. I’m ready to end it if the opportunity presents itself.