I went through a lot of s***** and physical abuse when I was a child. I also witnessed it. Now that I’m in adult I want to hold off on having kids until I am sure I will be able to keep my eyes on them 24/7, to make sure they’re safe. I even want them homeschooled. I will have cameras everywhere in and outside the house, I will have subliminals of wisdom and safety playing in their hearing 24/7. My children will grow up totally safe from evil and b*******. And I will be satisfied.