I feel guilty about this that I was at a group event for a social club and they gave me some cake and I didn’t want to get fat so I didn’t know what to do with it. I wanted to eat it madly as I love it, its like my temptation like an alcoholic and so it fell in conveniently into the tampon bin in the public toilet so I f****** left it there and I still feel bad about it. I wasn’t rejecting them and the cake but I didn’t know what to do. I sat upset thinking “what do I tell them and say to them about where is the box container” and in the end it was like “who gives a s*** now , its gone, sorry but life s**** sometimes. it was not planned and no harm was intended” I try to convince myself and still feel s***** about it. I am a humble useless b****! sorry god. not trying virtue signal or humble-bumming around about it all. just trying to make myself feel and sound better when I acted like a s*** !