Suit yourself. If you wont get help then I dont want you in my life. Youll be in a grave too soon for my liking. My own cousin could be dead for all i know because hes a pillhead. I loved hom like my own brother, and hes gone. I havent seen him in ten years. It only gets worse for you if you stay abusing painkillers. How do you really think your mother would feel about what you’ve been doing with your life the last couple of years? I think shed agree with your dad on this one. She woulda called a truce and asked me for help with you a long time ago because youre too stubborn and prideful for your own good. If i knew ypi wrre sick amd not evil i wouldnt of been so damn salty and rude you f****** mesd. God dait Siren. I wont f****** abandon you, but i cant stop you from killimg yourself. What a f****** waste. If only you saw in yourself what I see in you you damn fool. Get help. Ask for help. If not from me, from someone. Youre on a dark path but its never too late to turn back..

Until it is…