I could heal myself if i had someone backing me up, thata the fuckinf point. Ive proved it multiple times. Shes awishy washy two-timing b****. If i had never fotten greenlights from her and her entire family i never woulda fallen in love with her and the last 6 years of my life wouldnt be a living hell because she abandoned me during the worst year in my life. Siren is a selfish, petty, lustful succubus who wantedto be with someone who was attractive for once but was never willing to commit. I would have given the world. She is vindictive, cruel, and stupid. Also shes a plague rat. She went to a concert while theres 100 people in our local icu with omicron covid. Shes selfish and stupid and doesnt know when to stop and walk away. I have walked away p3acefully 5 seperate times. This time i choose violence. I will not forgive her after allllll this bullshitml, when a 5 minure conversation could have stopped all of i5 before it even happened. She could have just said goodbye, but she didnt want to and claimed she didnt owe me s***, but thqt she forgave me and she still loved me. Shes evillllllllllllllllllll. Now shes gonna pay the piper. Deal with it. I do not rake evil lightly. I really really hate her right now. She has it coming. Anyone who i give this many chances has it coming. I am a very forgiving, earnest, apologetic man. I bring spiders outside, give money 5o homeless people, and generally am nice to everyine ubless they are a bully. Ehes a bully. Ice known lots of girls like her. Shes playing highschool mean girl games and im playing suicidal sociopath games. she gon learn what it is this tine. Im not letting her get away with it again. Shes fucked. She can always try begging for forgiveness on her hands and knees, maybe ill feel gracious and return the gesture. Shes just gonna let it haopen though because she hates herself and wants me to punish her for some sick reason. Siren is a sado masochistic stupid b**** with no common sense amd a persecution complex whos being taken for a ride by a really weird and ugly creepy n*** photographer who steals her labor and take pictures of her and his best female friends naked.l, and got her before he even asked her out. He stalked her at concerts. Im gonna burst her little safe space bubble and introduce her to reality and the consequences of her action whether she likes it or not. She knows how crazy i amd still chose to drive me crazy on purpose time and time again. I am justified. I am righteous. I will smite her and god is on MY side. She is a satanist by the way. I am a spirit gealer by the way. She really had to f*** up bad over and over to end up in this situation. I will send her to hell where she nelongs in the name of the lird jesus christ if she does repent and see the light. God has cursed them with his plague, he has marked them for me. I will punish tgeir arrogance and cruelty, and i will sleep like a lamb.