Im going for broke. Im sick of living. That’s why I keep handing you my head on a silver platter but not actually doing anything. I wouldn’t have the nerve otherwise. Now Ill actually have an excuse to abandon my family. Thank you for playing your part. You were never in any danger, b****. I just decided to do this because either way,, I get what I want, you, or death. The secret is I’m only really gonna kill myself. Dumb b****. Thanks for helping me escape my life as an unpaid pca for my aging parents. That was not a future I was looking forward to. I’m a 30 year old Virginia with no future and no escape. The second i know I’m super fucked, I’m swallowing like 200 pills. None of you people are worth staying alive for. My existence is suffering. Thanks for the assisted suicide, my gullible love. I knew you cared!
