Don’t know what the future holds . I just know . I’m happy 😃 right where I am .

I wish i felt loved . I m not talking about friendship love ❤️. (Got plenty of that ) but I’m talking about.. intimate love . The kind where a woman knows she’s special to one specific man in her life .

I have hope that, someday soon I’ll find that . Eh , it’s ok no matter what, I’m not out of the game yet .

But , life is sweet .

I appreciate kind words and kinder men that know I have schizophrenia and yet , still care about me .

I wish I could be free of the stigma , but maybe someday, the next generation, will be smarter than my generation ever was .

I sure pray that many miracles of healing will touch lives in mental health.. in the next generation.