But the second I let my guard down and start trying to get better again you and your boyfriend will kick me right square in the nuts like you always do and send me spiraling again. This is a game to you. You don’t trust me? I don’t trust you either. But unlike you, That doesn’t mean I never want to see you again. Unlike you, I always give people more than one chance. You enjoy torturing me. I will destroy him. This time,, I will destroy him if you leave me like this.
