Siren is not talking to you, someone is imitating her. I do not believe she is on this website.
Is there any rational reason she would just come to the exact site you frequent?
It sounds like she is happy with another man. If you really truly loved her, you would let her go. You wouldn’t want to hurt and torture her. That’s just obsession and projection.
You need to do some soul searching, get back on your medication, and work towards doing or being whatever it is that you want to be.
Stop spiraling.
