If your real name is Johnny, I think you need to find someone else. You are young enough to start over .

I think we all go a little bit crazy at least once in our lives. You need to stop the obsession. Get your head out of your b***.
You need new dreams , a productive goal .

If you need to calm yourself.. switch off your emotional rage , turn on your analytical brain . Just start counting numbers . It will sooth your mind .

There are also free crises hot lines , and even the unknown ….warm lines … that you can call 📞 when you just need someone to talk and vent to .

Let them be your voice of reason .

You really need to stop 🛑 the feelings of shame, everyone has some form of dysfunction. No one on earth is perfect .

It’s possible to heal . I truly pray a day can happen you are set free from the chains of pain that hold you bound .

Let the pain and let the shame and embarrassment, …just go !!

There is freedom in healing . Just wanted to let you know!!