My therapist says that she doesnt think youre actually on this website, Siren. She says i need to stop interacting with you nondirectly on social media because ill always be able to find meaning that isnt there. She told me if you really want to communicate, it should be your decision and it should be a direct line of communication that only you should be able to open. Im gonna do what she told me to do because shes my wellness advocate. If you are here you know how crazy i am about you. She agreed that ive said everything I need to say to you to move on without regrets or miscommunication on my part..so im pretty much banned from this website and your social medias until you reach out to me.