I really wish you’d cooperate. I don’t want to go through with this, but you’ve literally never given me anything I want, so I have no choice but to go through with it to prove I’m not full of s***. I’m literally only killing you because I know you think I won’t Siren. I’d settle for fear or respect or love or s**, I dont need them all or anything, but if I can’t ever have anything from you, you can’t be allowed to live. You’re indifference is not allowed. You are not allowed to move on and treat me like I don’t matter. You always treat me like I don’t matter. Well, I will matter more than anyone in your life story if I kill you. That’s how that works. If you won’t let me have ANY POWER OVER YOU, I’m not letting you exist.