The first time I was offered a kiss it was just to have it. I was in elementary and said no. I don't think either of us knew what that meant but ever

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The first time I was offered a kiss it was just to have it. I was in elementary and said no. I don’t think either of us knew what that meant but
ever since then I felt emotionally blank and was never able to confess my love for someone else because I either think I’m not worthy but mainly because I’m unsure if I truly love these people or am experiencing love. I think I love these people but I have so many crushes and too many heavy feelings with them. You should love one person no? Maybe I’m desperate.
I’m not sure if I’m a weirdo because when i talk with them i believe I have genuine conbersations with them at a mature level but I’m unsure.
But i also feel like i don’t deserve the attention as I don’t put myself highly especially since im surrounded by talent and dedicated members.
My personality is flat and responsive. I never take the initiative. I also feel like i might have DID or any form of bipolarism.
I’m fat, quiet and have little friends outside the online scope.
I believe that theres a chance the other person may be treating me this way because of my loyalty as a friend and cannot comprehend that i may have feelings for them. Like as if i was just a brother.
With men I can entirely tell if someone enjoys being around me but with women its not obvious.

Except for this month. I genuinely felt like I was being interesting to someone else. But again it could be infatuation

New Confession

I want my uncle tommy to f*** me. Ive worked so hard to achieve my dream femboy look. I have chubby thighs, perky breasts, and a slim tummy (i am insecure about being called fat). One time i even kissed him on the cheek and he blushed i just want him to penetrate me so badddd

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I been grooming my Girlfriend’s daughters for 3 months.

Recently I been dating my new girlfriend who is caring and kind also very trusting towards me,

She has 2 daughters already ages 8 and 10 and I been usually babysitting while my gf works long hours since I own my own business I have lots of free time.

I had started grooming her daughters after one night when I was bored while babysitting and the girls needed my attention in the bathroom.

Both girls take a bath together so they wanted me to turn on the water for them and once they got undressed something clicked in me and I joined them in the bath which is large enough for 3 people.

One of the girls touch my c*** notcing it was hard and I told them “you let me touch you and you can touch me” they listened and I began touching them both and over time gave them light kisses that turned into deep kissing.

I played with their pussies using my fingers and they moaned softly asking me to do more then I had s** with the 10 year old girl while her little 8 year old sister used a small hair brush handle to help me f*** her sister.

My c*** was in her a** while her hair brush handle was in her p**** some blood was there but I wasn’t nervous and they were okay with everything.

We eventually moved to their mother[‘s bedroom where she and I sleep and I had s** with both girls each getting anl from me instead to prevent their mother from knowing anything.

I get the 10 year old to moan and have an o***** and her 8 year old sister had moan loudly and had a small o*****.

I had s** with both of them for at least 4 hours before sending them to bed for the night.

ever since then I been doing s** with both when I am alone with them and I am going to be taking both of them to disney world soon and it will be just me and the girls their mom will be on a trip for work but I will be haing a great time.

I plan on having s** with both of the girls since they are used to it now and the youngest girl will be turning 9 soon so I might take her virginity as a gift.

I am proud to be what I am and both littel girls are better at s** than their mom.