Dear Siren,I know you probably think I was just trying to trick you into thinking I had changed to win you back, but that’s not the case. I freaked out because of what was going and the fact I had no medication. Now I have all the time in the world to prove to you that I intend to really change for the better, and Ill do whatever it takes to win you back, no matter how long it takes. I’m doing this for both of us, but especially for me first and foremost. My words have been inconsistent, but my intentions and my actions will ring true over time. Now that s*** has settled down and I got it all out, I’m Gonna work on myself some more. i dont want to treat you like medicine or make you my therapist. I want to enjoy my time with you if im blessed enough to have any. I am doubling up on therapy appointments and reaching out to a mentl health support community, they even have a discordI’ve just started, I will be five hundred percent further along in a year at this rate. I’m building a foundation of support and healthy choices to become the man you deserve. I still love you, even if you find that hard to believe, keep that mind as you watch me shine. I will never turn my back on you. I will leave you alone now and we will we see where I am in a year. Take care of yourself.
