i already told you, leave if you want. you know that i love you. don’t try to put your s*** on me, it’s yours. i’m handling mine, now handle yours, i’m not your keeper. you’re in a situation where i have what you want but i’m not giving under your circumstances, i’m giving under mine. i’m not being mean and manipulative, i’m guarding my heart. if i don’t trust you, it doesn’t come, period. your arrogance and pride won’t help you here. you’re going to have to reach inside yourself and care for someone and let your guard down and trust. if you simply turn your back because i’m ‘not worth it’, that’s on you, and i carry on knowing i’m more than worth it. lose the lackies. of course i want your protection. you’re my big strong man. let’s face it. if i wasn’t beautiful, how would i tell alllll those people they must have a blindspot. you wanted the public’s eye and you got it.