Another day, another chance to be decent. I won’t give up. I won’t be defeated so easily. I owe it to both of us.
You dont know s***. She was the only reason my life was worth living. She saved me from the depths of darkness and despair. She literally can’t do either of those things without risking everything she has. She has a lot of debt and she needs her career and her boyfriend’s income to not go bankrupt. Im broke as f*** and unable to work full time. In a perfect world i know we’d be together but this world is a dumpster fire designed to keep us apart so Im just rage quitting life.
If she doesnt love you enough to communicate with you or save then she isn’t worth killing yourself over.
