I’ve made gains in conquering my hatred, my anger, and my attachments, and I completely forgot about how much of a f****** pervert I am. But now, I have to cleanse my f****** lust so that I can enjoy the s***** realm without bringing unconsenting people into my perversions with harassment. It’s ok to be a freak, it’s not ok to freak people out and objectify them like that. There are multiple ways to send bad vibes and pain, and I will unlearn this disgusting habit of bothering you when I’m h****. No more p********** til I can go a whole month without s******* harassment. I put all my p*** on a flash drive and had someone hide it for me. It’s Just gonna be me and the good ol imagination til Christmas time.