Im finally letting you go Siren. Ill always want you, but im finally brave enough to let you be. Ive said many times over the years that I loved you so much that i just wanted you to be happy, even with someone else, but i was always lying. Now…its different. Now that im back in touch with my divine feminine energy, ive regained my healing powers and cured my vampirism.
Im still perverted as hell but theres nothing wrong with that as long as its consensual and no one is being coerced or seriously harmed. Nothing wrong with a massive libido.
Im sorry i was such an angry sxhizo creepy serial killer acting fuckwad.
Im sorry i hurt you.
Im sorry i made fun of your boyfriend and your friends. Im not actually fat phobic, im just a child and its low hanging fruit and i dont know them well enough for anything beyond surface jabs and observations.
Im sorry i posted revenge p***, i tried to get it taken down. I tried filing multiple dmcas with google and reported the website over and over. It was unforgiveable. Im sorry. I deserve to burn in hell for that.
Im sorry i emotionally abused you. Ive really been trying hard to npt gaslight you and to be honest with you when I can be.
Im sorry i was selfish. My happiness and my problems are not your responsibilities. Im sorry i was such a burden to you. Please dont let me insult you anymore. Please dont stock around readong messages from strangers and thinking its me. If you want to talk to me you cam, but this game has to stop. I love you, ill always want you, but ive caused you too much pain to ever expext anythjng from you. Ive accepted reality. I fan accept that i love you, that youre never coming back, that ive done evil thongs, but that i dont have to be evil anymore. Ive lost everything, but i will rebuild myself piece by piece. Maybe one day in the distant future, ill finally be worthy, and the timing wont be awful, but if its not, thats ok. As long as we’re both alive, I’m content. Im sorry if youve ever self harmed becayse of me. Im sorry for all the times i made you cry, had unreasonable ezpectations, or laahed out at you. I will never find another human being who inspires me the way you do. Im sorry it took so long. Please forgive me. Please be happy. Please dont be afraid of me. Hate me. Never talk to me again. Send me to jail, but please dont be scared of me anymore. I dont want to ever make you shake or cry again. Im sorry. You were the best thing that ecer happened to me and i ruined everyrthing.
I love you. Sorry about that.