i'm not abandoned. i only come back because of the phone calls and messaging. the anxiety and mental instability always gets in the way though. and then i

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i’m not abandoned. i only come back because of the phone calls and messaging. the anxiety and mental instability always gets in the way though. and then i leave again and let someone else make me happy. and then he tries yet again as if being replaced is an end he can’t take. it’s like a merry-go-round. a sick, twisted merry-go-round. it’s always them who miss me that keep a smile on my face these days. never him.

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Today did it.
Today you broke me without even knowing.
Today was the day I lost that interest and desire to be more.
You see, I was under the impression that we were friends…
Suddenly I’ve realized that I have been your friend… But you have been his friend and I’m just an extension of him.

I’ll be seeing “us” as such from now on.

I’m sorry it took me so long to see the truth. To be honest, I was under the delusion that you were somehow different. That maybe you were the knight in shinny armour that would finally see me, finally care enough to hear me, the person that would finally choose me.

Stupid right?

It won’t happen again.