Trust me she aint worth it buddy. Women will s*** out your soul when all you wanted was love and them blame you for making them do it. Theyre disloyal, entitled little harpies who hate men and want nothing more than to use you for everything youre worth, trauma dump an entire lifes worth of ptsd inducing horrors on you before you even start dating, before they toss you out like ripe garbage for being broken yourself. Women will make you lose every friend you have and then apologise to them for being crazy. Women will make you apologise for being emotional and then wonder why dudes are so emotionally distant. Dont trust these hoes. Dont trust anyone. All you have is yourself. Use people before they use you and never let them get close. Its all a waste of time. Beibg alone is hard sometimes, but its do much easier than dealing with people. That is true hell.