My parents are having s** with me in my sleep every night. They did it tonight. My mom is abusive. My mom expected me to clean her house every weekend then beat me with a belt and told everyone the house was never cleaned. My mom had me bring home every textbook in school and study every night then wanted my teachers to fail me and beat me for having bad grades. My mom told me I ain’t s*** and would never amount to anything. My mom would make me pick up her trash and dishes and put them in the dish water. Mom expected me to cook for my dad. Mom would never eat the food I cooked. Mom would finish her hamburger and throw the wrapping at me and tell me to throw it away. Mom spills drink on the floor and tells me to wipe it up. Mom would beat me if dad left his dishes in the sink after I cleaned up the kitchen. Mom would tell everyone bad things about me that were never true. My parents would leave me at school after school in the rain and snow and would not pick me up until nine at night. School got out at two thirty. Mom would tell me to take a bath five times at night saying I was not clean. Mom never bought me tampons or sanitary napkins or told me how to use them. Mom forced me to see a psychiatrist to force me to be a h***** to a drug dealer. My parents make me go to bed every night at eight o’clock even at age fifty. My fad is guilty of s***** harassment to me at work and at school. I’m forced to go to work and sit and do nothing all day everyday with no job duties. I was asked to be a prostitute by my next door neighbors. I’m being raped in my sleep every night of the year. Rumors spread that I’d make a good h*****. I can not support myself. I have no credit. I can’t afford an apartment. I can’t afford a car. I can’t afford to go to college. I can’t afford nice work clothes. I can’t afford to get my hair and nails done. My parents talk to me like I’m their servant. I’m forced to live my life like this. I have no friends. I’ve never been allowed to have friends. I live my life like a homeless person. They don’t believe I belong in college. They don’t think I deserve to work. They don’t think I should have a college degree. They are threatening to lock me in prison. Life is hopeless. I tried to kill myself more than once. No one cares. No one understands. Everyone thinks I’m stupid. There’s nothing I can do about it.
