Day 7. I wish she would stop checking up on me. I know she’s only doing it to make sure I’m not causing trouble, but I’m no longer interested in f****** with her friends in order to keep her attention. Her giving me attention at this point just gives me false hope that some form of relationship or friendship could be salvaged. I just want her to move on, be happy, and let me be a sad, filthy degenerate in peace. This is my cross to bear, not hers.