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Somethings are not easy to forgive. I’ll try to work on it. I just don’t want this hate and poison in me. It drains me. I don’t want to be angry. I do not want to be evil in my heart and wish you pain. That doesn’t solve anything.

If i had known you were sorry (even just a drop) it would have healed my spirit. I honestly had no idea you gave a darn. I thought i was all alone in my mind and my circumstances.

I think the thing is i hated most? Was I had many expectations for you. I just expected you to be a hero. (Not that you had to rescue me). But a hero is truly honorable. I had such strong faith.

Maybe I had to lose everything in order to gain the one thing i was missing most. Knowing you were real wasn’t all bad. It taught me to be strong. I learned more about God in the destruction of my life and the miracles of god in the healing . Had it not been for you. I wouldn’t have experienced Miracle 225, so for that. I Thank you.

As for my s***** eccentricities and my s***** dysfunction, I think I’ll be okay. Healing is part of the truth of my life. I’m just thankful for the fact I am going to be alright.

You don’t have to pity me or lie or pretend to want me. I know what i look like. I have a lot more work to do. But I’m on the right track.

I hope you wil find a sense of peace in the knowing, you didn’t kill me. I survived all the abuse. I hope you will let go of your own pain. Embrace the healing that’s been waiting for you.

New Confession

Aunty aunty I have to go pee. I have to go Yeah yeah so get up and go. Billy stood up. The d**** still buzzing away deep in his r*****. She watched him go to the toilet and listened. Ok sit back down. And do not touch your c***. He sat. “So it seems to me that nearly any exposed body pasty of a female will trigger your c*** and brain to go ape s*** s*****. Right! Yes. There’s a name for it but I can’t remember it. “ so if I pulled my skirt up and you saw my p****** it would enrage your d***. Yes. She pulled her skirt up belly high. Snd since she has removed her panhies , his organ jerked straight out stiff. Prec dribbled from the fat mushroom head. Lovely. She whispered. Scotch fireward. She moved close straddling his legs. His eyes were locked on her chocolate cake p****. She edged down and let hiss c*** head touch her splayed p**** flesh. She lowered herself to cup his fat c*** head in her p****. One inch she said. You like your dicky one once up into my p**** Billy? She pulled at her pelvic muscles. Do you feel my pus gripping your fat c*** head.? Yes yes just like mommies. Just like mommies. He breathed. How often does mommy do this for you sweetie? Every morning. Every morning. She sometimes just drops down on my dicky real fast and hard. And then just sits still. I like her doing that. It’s so hot inside her tummy. She kisses me a lot. Then she rocks back and forth. Yhat tickles. On Wednesday she uses hrr poopy hole, that’s really tight on me. That’s the only time she sometimes lets me peepee Jo into her tummy, she m as Les s log if noisy sounds. Giggles a lot. What fors mommy do then? She starts to cry and bumps down hard. Then jumps up and drops on my dicky a bunch of times. I tell her whrm I”’m going to pee up in her belly and she hurries up snd down real fast. When she feels me squirting in her she hugs mme real tight. Then what. After a bit she stands up and lays oon the bed with her legs up in the air and spread wide open. Ok Billy, now do me like I tought you. That’s when I take the giant dickiy and wet it with lotion, and put it into her tiny p**** hole. Then I get to make mommy scream snd pee. I have to push the giant dicky up into hrt brlly 20 times. Then I stop. When she pats my arm I quickly push it 20 more times. Usually I can feel it hitting hrt tummy. Each time she grunts. Then I stop a gain. Now she is slobbering all over. Faster faster snd she bounces all over snd screams real loud snd gets all stiff. Her legs bounced and jerked (orgssm) on the bed and she peepees in me. Then she lays still. I leave the dicky inside her s as bf go shower. Billy, i whisper. TODAY IS WEDNESDAY!!!

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