I was evil. I embodied wrath, lust, greed, envy, pride, gluttony and sloth. I don’t want to be evil anymore. I hurt people. I hurt people I love, really f****** bad, not physically, but like, emotionally and mentally. I was full on degenerate. I don’t want to hurt people anymore. I want to be healed. I never want to treat someone like that again. I am lucky to be alive. I should be dead. I should be punished. I am subhuman. Why haven’t I been destroyed? I don’t want to cause any more pain. I’ve been so cruel. I will become a hermit. No more people. I cant hurt them if they cant get close. I deserve to be alone. I’ve always been alone, it won’t be hard.